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hello...
Now is around 1.10 am...
i'm facing the laptop without doing anything...

i just wondering how my life can be to be colorful...
anyone can help me?
i felt so lost lost lost and lost...
it's like the end of the day...
so meaningless...

i just checked my mail...
saying i SIBEH SUI...
so...
i thinking what am i among all friends...
what they think bout me...
how is my personality are for them...
SUCK...?
Terrible...?
Annoying...?
Hated...?
ETC...?

So...anyone can let me know...?
Actually i thought this long long time ago until now...
What wrong with me...?
Maybe i am a SUCKER...
But...
I just being myself...!
i did tried to avoid all peoples...
Being alone at everywhere...anytime...!
But...it very lonely...!

Until now...
I cant even find a friend that really
understand me...feel me...comfort me...support me...and hanging around with me...
i able to feel that all is wearing another mask on their faces...
( sorry to say that if not )

Now...i aint anything...!
i feel like wanna go away from here and
get all over started again...!
but i unable to do so...

anyone able to help me?
Lord...i need you...
I feel all my friend leaving me far and far away...
i feel lonely... i feel scare...

Lord Jesus...PLS help me...!
i'm lost ...!
i getting far away from you...
i aint know what the hell call happiness...!
i aint know what is life...!
i feeling so so down now...!

so emo today...and getting the mail...
make me more EMO EMO EMO...!
i felt a kind of hard feeling ( hard to describe it )
sign...!

SISTER... are you there?
i really need someone to talk to...
pls help me...!

nitez nitez...bye bye...!

~ mY WeeKeNd ~

HElllo everyone...
How are u all dude...?
This time i writing MY WEEKEND....
This weekend i brough my housemate...ah yong go back PJ...

CB Yong is Trying to SMOKE man...
Unbelieable...!


...Saturday...
We went The Curve watch movie...
watch High School Musical 3...
be4 that...we go for futsal...

Ah yong playing... NooB

inn lagi Noob...taktau main...
haha...

is 11.30...but we still waiting...
waiting....haiz...

Damm lot ppl waiting there...
the movie delay for half hour... =.=


Sunday nitez...
We went Kota Damansara eat steak..
This is the special stuff at the steak house...


Beer or colouring drink?
Of cuz BEER nicer rite...
say YEah...


Noob...
haha...KING...


This is the most special thing over the weekend...
My BRO make us dono wat it's call...
combination of
yogurt...cheeszz...borccori..potatoes...Baccan...
thankz bro..
really delicious...!
hope stil got another chance to eat ur food...


until here i write..
JaA nEh/..!

~ sHoppInG ~

Hello...
Today is 1Utama de J card day...
We and Kim went to shopping...

So..tiring...
We walk until 11.30pm...
and we need to rush the LRT to go back KL...
Lucky man...
we take LRT at 11.50pm...
So scare that cant get the train...
If not...
We need take TAXI back KL...


This is the last train...
We BAO the whole train...LoLxxx...




Memang GANGSTER...!


Hmm...


copy cat...!


I went to 1U to brought shirt...
RM 109...


What do you think?
RM 69

Highlight red polo-T
RM 15...

~ Dee PaSaR pAgI ~

Hello everyone... i'm back...
How are U guys??
Hope u having are great....

Now is 7.10am...
We are preparing for a lunch later...
accompany with 98.8 fm...


This guy is chopping the damm big PIG...!

PIG..KHINZIR...

Fishes...

Sayur-sayuran

FruitsZz

chapelang food...

Now is 6.30 am
After buying those material for lunch...

SF...
Kim Kim ...
Just a look only la...
not cooking anything also..
haha....

Washing the FISH...

WoW...unbelievable...
She is cutting the bawang merah...!

hehe...
i cutting bawang putih...!

Cooking the fishz...

Finally...
all the food is prepared...!

This is the soup that i cooked...!
hehe...geng leh...


............................................
after 15 min...
We had finish all the foods...!


The fish is most miserable...
Actually all of us dislike eat fish...
But...KK...bro and sist...
ate the whole fish until KK did not eat....haha...



This is my life 1st time so early went to pasar pagi...
so...hope u all won feel boring reading my blog....


kk...need to ciaoz d...
JaA nEh...!
Take Care...!
MUACK....!

~ Dee GeNtInG ~

Hello everyone there...!
I'M BACK...!
I just finish my holiday...
Tiring holiday...!
Few nitez don get to sleep...! : (

3Rd of October...
Few freak went up to Genting for fun...
We started our journey at 12 am...
5 of us went up...

Welcome to Genting Highland...!

3 freak is having their icy cold STARBUCK....
suck man...! regret of buying that...!

Guess...WHo are they????

Esther & Kim... Boring till nothing do there...
jus lepak-ing at the garden...
SienZ...

Me & Esther....


We Lepak there for an hour...
so sienz...sign...
and drinking the suck STARBUCK coffee...
i rather go for the SAFARI there man...
beer make me more confortable...!

Until here i write...
MUCK...! to all reader!!!
JaA nEh...!

Take Care YA...! :)